Life above the horizon

Someone has asked me to make "blogging" a routine.. that I should do everyday like brushing teeth, taking bath.. hehe...

Watched "Something gotta give" last nite (of coz downloaded movie!!) hehehe.. don ask me where to download.. i dunno.. The movie is really nice.. funny, meaningful.. there are few scenes that make me really touched.. two middle-aged adults falling in love with each other.. What is love?? There are so many answers to this question. To me, love is to accept another person totally and love him like he is part of you.. so the first thing to make you qualified to love another person is that you are able to love yourself and your family.. hehehe.. I also dun understand what the he!! I am talking about! Just ignore me.. hahaha.. since someone asked me to blog, so I bloggggg..

Still wondering should I go for M'sia Idol audition this evening... I didn't do any preparation .. scare men!

I still cant solve the problem regarding my research work.. somebody teach me what to do!!!

well, I think that's it for now.. let's see what will happen next moment in my life! Live my life to its fullest!

MORNING... I woke up really early today.. hehehe.. coz I slept early last nite! Came across few blogs by some dunno-who-are-them Malaysians.. Quite amazed that blogging is so common among M'sia youngster.. I am going for M'sian Idol audition this thursday (Maybe not going) hahhaa.. I also dunno! depends on my mood lar.. Watched AMI3.. However, I was so disappointed when Latoya London was voted off few weeks ago.. and Jasmin Trias who didn't sing as well as Latoya London stays.. dun ask me why?! You know why!! Do we need to make it so obvious that pretty gals always have privileges!! :)

Well, finish watching all episodes of Friends the final season.. They are really funny and touching.. the friendship between six individuals.. they seemed to be happy and funny all the time, but they cherish each other so much.. how many friends you have that you cherish a lot and they cherish you a lot too? More than your fingers????????? I doubt it.. I always have this feeling.. My friends are getting lesser..why? Because when people grows older, they dunno how to know more friends? They dunno how to cherish their friends anymore? Luckily, I still have some friends that I really cherish a lot.. I love you guys (You know who you are!!).. Friendship Forever..

Well, still as hot as usual! I watched "Troy" last night. Actually, it didn't live up to the expectation. The story of Troy has been changed quite a lot. Brad Pitt is still cute. However, he is too babyface for the character of Archilles. Hector seems to be a great hero in the movie. The fight between Hector and Archilles is the part that I love most in this movie. The battle part is not really good. They are slow and dragging.. making people bored looking at the war scene. In my opinion, Helen is not "STUNNING" and "CHARMING" enough to make us believe that she will cause such a big war between two greatest country (GREECE AND TROY) at that time. However, I still think this movie is worth seeing since there are not many choices this week :P SHREK 2 and Harry Potter are coming.. i guess summer holiday is coming too!

Recently the weather here in Singapore is extremely hot... hmm.. kind of unbearable! So this is my excuse for progressing slowly in my research work.. hahaha.. ridiculous, right? However, women are ridiculous.. as long as you understand this, your life will be easier!

Watched several episode of "FRIENDS" (Season 10) yesterday night.. They are very very very funny! hehe.. I really like Jennifer Aniston.. she is so cute and funny and beautiful.. normally you cant link these words on one single lady.. She made it! Sometimes, you just cant help to fall in love with her! (*** I am a gal!! But not les!!!) hehehe.. her hair is really beautiful! I will try to gather all seasons.. and watch them .. hehee..

Still life goes on like usual! Still haven't found the solution for my problem! But stay happy! don be bother with it first! hehe.. Life is short, play hard! hahaha ;)

once again, I am in front of my pentium-4 1.6G Dell PC.. hehehehe.. I have this pc for almost one year but I never really utilize it well because it is in another lab and not the lab I usually in.. hehe.. confusing right.. as long as I understand what I am saying lor.. I am using this pc to run some simulations ... simulations again!!! So I have to install all the software I need in this PC again! First I install Ns-2, then Glomosim.. but at the same time I am so bored.. hehhee. .so I install amsn (a linux-version MSN!) Very nice software.. it has exactly same interface as Microsoft MSN! hehhee.. even the emoticon is the same! hmm.. now listening to my favourite album.. camomile.. I have just entered a contest in order to win a camomile blend - new album from emi fujita! Wish myself luck!! Hope I can win that! hhehehe.. hmm.. I am lazy to write a blog for cameron trip! Actually it is not much fun place in cameron.. what is the most important thing during our trip is that the gathering of old friends.. I don't know we can maintain this kind of "culture" (one trip per year) for how long.. but I really appreciate this effort.. I hope we can always have this kind of trip and Friendship Forever!

Friends,
to me, you are still the same
No matter what is your hair style
No matter what you wear
No matter who you love
No matter where you work
No matter where you live
to me, you are always the same
the same person I know for long
long enough to know me well
long enough to make us love each other
and friends, I love you
may...
may happiness always be with you
may luck lady always stand beside you
may your life is full of joy and fun
Cameron trip brought us together
brought us apart
but, our heart will always be together

(In memory of cameron trip -7,8,9 May 2004..
Ben Chin, Inn Inn, Kee Yit, Eng Lye, Keone, Kok Tong, Jimmy, See Seong)

Recently, I am facing some problems with my research work! Though I keep telling myself that I should not give up and should face the challenge with my determination, I still feel afraid and feel tired.. Feeling wanna give up my study.. I know this is very negative thought! hehe.. so STOP THINKING IN THIS WAY! So now I am listening to Mariah Carey's "Through the Rain"...

"When you get caught in the rain with no where to run
When you're distraught and in pain without anyone
When you keep crying out to be saved but nobody comes
And you feel so far away
That you just can't find your way home
You can get there alone
It's okay, what you say is
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain
And if it keeps falling down don't you dare give in
You will arrive safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastly
And you'll find what you need to prevail..."