Life above the horizon

Today is mid-autumn festival.. aka mooncake festival.. in chinese 中秋节. Met an ex-coursemate see seong just now.. he handed me my birthday gift from friends in KL.. really touched receiving their gift.. :) After dinner, I went home by bus.. again I give that damn 154 another chance.. and waited for 10 min... finally it came and I managed to get home in time to watch my recent favourite drama series..再生缘.. hehe.. boring life?? sounds boring right?

Full moon showed me the way back just now... really beautiful tonight.. Full moon was following each of my steps till i reached my home.. I remember when I was small, I always wondered why the moon keeps following me... then when I grew older .. people tell me that the moon nvr move.. I am the one who is moving.. Yeah.. I never stop moving ... sometimes forward.. sometimes backward... Never stay still at one place.. trying to stay parallel with the moon!! When when when.. when should I stop moving.. when should I stop for a while and try to appreciate the beautiful moon...

Suddenly I realize.. I have less and less friends.. less secondary friends.. less uni friends.. why???
Last last week, i was back in batu... and i planned to meet up with few old friends.. but turned out that i couldn't find them... (okay.. i admitted that i only try to call once!!!) Then I just stayed at home.. watching TV, sleeping, and fighting with my bros and sis.. I always imagine that one day, I drive on the road... and suddenly my car breaks down.. who shall I call??? I DUNNO!!! WHO can i call??? Pathetic right?? I also dunno why I end up in this way? aiiii...

wow.. time flies.. another progress meeting is coming up tomorrow.. hehee... I didn't do much last two weeks since my paper was rejected.. hahaha.. a bit sad over this rejection.. the comments given by the reviewers are somehow true and cruel.. hehee.. the reality is always cruel!!!

So Trying to improve my paper again and try to resubmit.. one year almost passed.. I really didn't achieve much this year.. no publication.. no new breakthrough in my research... What the hell I am doing actuallY? I dunno ler.. I am lost .. lost ... lost...

Listening... Somewhere I belong.. linkin park!

Here to share some experience of being a tutor..hehe.. it was exciting and lotsa fun.. actually being able to teach is such a wonderful thing.. u can meet a lot of students who have different way of reasoning and thinking, which help us to grow and learn as well!

I know I am not expert in this discrete math area.. but i really try my best to give them a good tutorial class.. but somehow, i know some students think that i am not capable of teaching them.. hahaa.. a bit sad lar.. but i dun care... there are always some outstanding students.. so why bother with them!?

I went karaoke last nite with my ex-labmate and her friends.. now she graduated already.. no longer my labmate.. actually I am quite sad about their leaving (most of my close labmates are graduated) But what to do.. this is life!

I haven't been home for a very long time (1 month++!!) hehe.. it is quite long for me.. some people may laugh.. only one month!!! Not considered long lar.. but i really miss home a lot and miss my family.. so no matter how, I must go home this weekend.. ;-)

Listening to jay chow - 七里香 album.. (Ichiban!)