Life above the horizon

Having lazing around for too long, I have to pull myself back to work now.. Why why why I cant concentrate in my research.. Am I too lazy? I dont know..

Listening to Norah Jones's first album.. soft and soothing voice runs through my heart... very nice..recommending the whole album.. this is one of the songs:

Don't know why..

I waited 'til I saw the sun
I don't know why I didn't come
I left you by the house of fun
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come

When I saw the break of day
I wished that I could fly away
Instead of kneeling in the sand
Catching teardrops in my hand

My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever

Out across the endless sea
I would die in ecstasy
But I'll be a bag of bones
Driving down the road along

My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever

Something has to make you run
I don't know why I didn't come
I feel as empty as a drum
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come

I felt so bad today.. due to my impulsive decision.. i wasted SGD50!!! :'( i can buy two new shirts using this money!! Why why why am I so stupid?? Sometimes, I can be unbelievable stupid and do some idiotic thing!!! And this kind of behaviour makes me so angry with myself most of the time!! Do you have anything to cure this "stupid disorder"?

Okie.. recently I am obsessed with looking at fashion sites.. hehe.. is time to show off some of my clothes..

Went home for almost a week.. what a wonderful week! :) Brought my family to A-Farmosa water world on last sunday!! Actually I hoped that it would be a wonderful trip but something happened that made us not so happy! My little brother was so scared of water until he could not play at all.. so "kelian".. what made the things worse.. he was fever after that.. we didn't know it could be so serious.. on the way back to BP, we stopped by Muar to hv our dinner. After that, I took a really dark road to go back to BP (not the normal one we usually took from Muar to BP).

Then in the middle of the journey, my little brother felt so hard to breathe.. he started to feel breatheless.. couldn't catch his breath.. and he started to feel so panic.. we were panic too.. coz he got so nervous till all his limbs were so tensed.. He held his fist so tight till we couldnot open his fingers..

Luckily we were nearby a little town that time.. and there is a clinic there.. We immediately stopped there and went to doctor.. the doctor asked my little brother to breathe into a pricked plastic bag.. and slowly he released his tension and slowly can breathe normally..

My goodness, it really scared us to death.. luckily nothing happened!!

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I found out that my little brother could have "hyperventilation Syndrome":

Hyperventilation occurs when a person takes quick, deep breaths from the top of their chest. These quick, deep breaths reduce the level of carbon dioxide (CO2) in the blood. This reduced level of carbon dioxide causes the arteries to constrict, reducing the flow of blood throughout the body. When this occurs, our brain and body will experience a shortage of oxygen.

Hyperventilation may occur due to a number of causes, most of them related to anxiety, fear or irrational emotional outbursts. Reassurance of the casualty and a calm approach often lead to the condition being quickly relieved.

SIGNS AND SYMPTOMS
rapid deep respirations
rapid pulse
a feeling of shortness of breath
pressure, tightness or pain across the chest
anxiety
dry mouth
blurred vision
In extreme cases which have continued for some time
‘tingling’ in fingers and toes
hand and finger spasms and pain
fainting

Nothing much to write.. I wanna buy a new pair of shoes.. I have been wanting to do so for long time.. but everytime when i try to shop for them.. i couldn't find the shoes I like.. so "cham"!!

next week hv a long holiday.. hope that i can settle the problem I have in my hands now then i can enjoy the holiday well!!

Well, bush won the US presidency.. so in expectation right? kerry is not good enough to defeat bush.. Cant we find a better person in this large nation to take over the power?? I dont know.. but i m not US citizen.. what to do with me?? the only thing i know is that the price of raw petrol is rising again... The price of petrol is going to rise not soon after i think!

Hehe.. this is the last week of teaching tutorial!!! I am so happy!! Though I may not be a good teacher for every student, but I did my best to impart my knowledge to them! :-) And at the same time i am learning also... though I may not be an expert in this area.. but I definitely know more than before!

I am listening to Rene Lau 刘若英 new songs. I always love her songs.. She always sings with a lot of emotion.. like telling a story.. 悲伤中带点洒脱 (很爱很爱你).. sometimes 无奈, sometimes 痴情.. (我等你) 我曾经很喜欢唱这首歌.. 觉得这种痴情中不失女性的独立洒脱.. 很向往这种个性.. 我觉得我太不够洒脱了!哈哈..

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