Life above the horizon

I have been back from Atlanta USA safe and sound.. Actually wanna write a travel log.. but too too "busy" which also means lazy..But I will try to get it done as soon as possible.. Going conference is a totally new experience for me! Meeting other researchers who are so passionate over their research! This is a good motivation to me! Recently, having problem of getting up from bed.. hehe.. This is not a common thing to me several years ago.. I used to be the first one to get up among my housemates.. Is it because I am growing older? No.. I don want to admit this.. hehehe.. I must motivate myself to get up earlier tomorrow! ;)



State Capitol of Atlanta

Going to Atlanta on this coming monday... exciting exciting.. ahha.. this is the first time I am going to take international flight! Hmm.. long flight (almost 20 hours..) will i get "fei ji kong ju zheng"?? heehhee.. I think too much lar!!! Recently faced some problems in my research work! Always think that what I am doing now may be rubbish.. no one may ever think it is a great work.. so maybe i cant graduate.. cant get my phd.. why so "xin ku" just to get a phd?? is it worth the effort.. am I qualified? am I up to it? I don't know.. just feel very tired of thinking and working on this research topic!!

Hmm.. watched a movie.. called "Butterfly Effect".. not really sound logic.. but maybe make u think for a while.. if you are able to go back and change one thing of your life.. what will it be?? What decision you made in your life that made you feel regret? If you go back and change the decision, what kind of consequences do you think you may get?

Hehe.. I have thought of a lot of things that I would like to change.. but after all the thinking.. I decide I wont change anything.. Why?? Because "sitting in front of the laptop, typing out some words from the bottom of my heart", isn't this the most wonderful thing I can do in the world now? be contented, be happy!!!

Arrrr... so boring.. my everyday work is just to face my laptop.. endlessly.. If I didn't go to university at that time, what will I be now?

A singer.. unlikely? Who will buy my album? Though "william hung" did give me some encouragement, I still know who I am?? How can a ugly duck turn to swan?

How about a writer? Hmmm.. not a bad idea.. but no big chance!! I even lazy to write on my own blogger!! hmm..

How about a fashion designer? ehhh.. I don't know how to draw since I was very young! My drawing always get a C from my teacher and I know well.. they all did it out of their kindness..

How about a "super" model?? aiya.. my height not even more than 5 feet!!!

Stop!!! Stop day-dreaming.. back to work! Arrrr..

I hate raining.. why? 1. My foot will get wet when walking in the street during or after raining dogs and cats. 2. Rain spoilt my handphone before.. and so unfortunately, it came yesterday and spoilt my current handphone.. sob.. sob.. But still, rain drops are so important.. so although i hate it so much but i nvr pray not to rain.. ;-) So how ler.. what can I do? The LCD of my hp is spoilt.. ;-) I heard that it is expensive to repair it? Anyone got any suggestion for me? Aii..(Sighing...)

Recommend a good album for you guys - Camomile (Emi Fujita)... Soft and nice voice of her can soothe one tension.. make me feel calm and relax!

Camomile - Emi Fujita

Just watched a touching movie - "Big Fish".. Life is as beautiful as the stories you tell.. yeah.. sometimes i would think why I have to lead my everday life in a such plain way.. however, i nvr think of making my life as colorful as it can be.. the only thing i know to do is to complain and complain.. however, did i ever try very hard to get my dreams come true.. to live the way i want to.. ;-) I don't think so.. Life is beautiful! No matter you agree with it or not.. we only have a predefined "lifetime" ..ehehe.. more techically, TTL (Time-To-Live) so live our life to its fullest.. cherish every second and never give up our passion! Live with passion.. ;-)

http://www.sonypictures.com/movies/bigfish/site/index.php

*** A man tells stories so many times that he becomes the stories. They live on after him, in that way, he becomes immortal.. (Big Fish) ***