Life above the horizon

Going to Atlanta on this coming monday... exciting exciting.. ahha.. this is the first time I am going to take international flight! Hmm.. long flight (almost 20 hours..) will i get "fei ji kong ju zheng"?? heehhee.. I think too much lar!!! Recently faced some problems in my research work! Always think that what I am doing now may be rubbish.. no one may ever think it is a great work.. so maybe i cant graduate.. cant get my phd.. why so "xin ku" just to get a phd?? is it worth the effort.. am I qualified? am I up to it? I don't know.. just feel very tired of thinking and working on this research topic!!

Hmm.. watched a movie.. called "Butterfly Effect".. not really sound logic.. but maybe make u think for a while.. if you are able to go back and change one thing of your life.. what will it be?? What decision you made in your life that made you feel regret? If you go back and change the decision, what kind of consequences do you think you may get?

Hehe.. I have thought of a lot of things that I would like to change.. but after all the thinking.. I decide I wont change anything.. Why?? Because "sitting in front of the laptop, typing out some words from the bottom of my heart", isn't this the most wonderful thing I can do in the world now? be contented, be happy!!!